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    正文 第二十六章                                                                                                             他回来了。                                                                                                             虽然李澈没有给我这个肯定的回答，但我知道，他的迟疑，就是最好的回答。                                                                                                             “我好像遇见过他了。”我对李澈说，语气平静的超乎想象，我都不知道原来我在提起他的时候也能说的这么的平静，“但是我也不确定。”如果今天李澈不是这种反应的话，我想我不会想太多，一直会以为那晚见到的侧面顶多是b较相像而已。                                                                                                             现在想想，或许见到的不是相像的人，而是本人罢了。                                                                                                             唔，该不会李澈是为了这件事情特意请我吃这顿饭的吧？                                                                                                             “李澈，如果你再温柔一点的话，应该会有很多nv人喜欢你的。”                                                                                                             我像哥们一样用力地拍了拍他的肩膀，语重心长，戒掉毒舌，戒掉冰冷，丫也可以算是一个有萌点的好男人。                                                                                                             李澈扒拉下我拍在他肩膀上的爪子，没有狠狠拍开，而是握在了手中，紧紧的，像是防止我ch0u开一样。                                                                                                             “就算我不温柔，也照样有人喜欢。”李澈声音依旧清冷，音调有点微微上扬，“走了，送你回去，去电台还是回家？”                                                                                                             我瞥头看着李澈，他的手掌心倒不像是他这个人一样冰冷生y，他的手掌心很温暖，也很柔软。                                                                                                             “回电台吧！”我说。                                                                                                             李澈把车子停在电台门口，我伸手解开身上的安全带，伸手去开车门。                                                                                                             “凌墨……”李澈喊我。                                                                                                             我转头去看他，他的手还放在方向盘上，他看着我，那一双眸子黝黑黝黑的。                                                                                                             “你该不会像是那一年一样吧，再有一次，我可不去麦当劳给你买冰欺凌。”李澈慢慢悠悠地说着。                                                                                                             我嘴角ch0u搐，这都多少年前的事情了，他怎么还记着？这记着也就算了，居然还拿出来说事。                                                                                                             “行，再有这种机会，我也绝不让你遇上！”我重重地哼了一声，这不堪的往事，这小子怎么还提它呢。                                                                                                             李澈的嘴角g了g，露出了一个浅笑。                                                                                                             冰山男的笑容一向是很难得的，有如那一现昙花一样美好，稀少所以才觉得震撼。                                                                                                             唇上传来温热的触觉，眼前无限放大的是国产灯泡那一张俊脸，感觉有点像是在梦里，云里雾里，分不清楚。                                                                                                             “你以为，我为什么会陪在你身边那么多年？”李澈略凉的声音在我耳边响起，刺的我浑身疙瘩全部起来了。                                                                                                             “恩？”他轻哼了一声，带着询问，“还不懂么？”                                                                                                             我如梦初醒一般，快速地开了车门，像是逃难一样快步往着电台里面走，走的脚步微微快了些，还不小心左脚绊了右脚，直接摔个元宝。                                                                                                             直到跑进电台，去了电台休息室，这个时间点电台休息室多半没有什么人，我都还觉得自己的心跳宛如战鼓一样，咚咚咚擂的快速，我抚上自己的唇，那上面似乎还残留着李澈的温度还有味道                                                                                                             不用m脸，我都知道现在自己脸上的温度一定是高的可怕的，而李澈最后那一句问话依旧在耳边萦绕。                                                                                                             嘤嘤嘤嘤，这家伙真可怕……                                                                                                             我窝在休息室里面，不想动弹，觉得自己脑子里面一团乱。                                                                                                             想了想之后，我从口袋里面m出手机给林淼淼打电话，小p孩们现在这个点基本上都是处于吃饱睡觉的状态，所以身为老师的她自然可以忙里偷闲。                                                                                                             果然，这电话响了两声之后，是林淼淼就接了起来。                                                                                                             “怎么了，这么早就开始想我了？”林淼淼问着，那轻笑的声调有种《龙门客栈》老板娘的风尘味。                                                                                                             “恩，想你。”                                                                                                             我没好气地应了一声，她这r麻话也就只能对我使使了，要是电话那边是一个男人，打si她也不会出这种声。                                                                                                             “听你这声音，似乎是有点困扰，怎么，年纪到了，yu求不满了？”                                                                                                             听着林淼淼的声音，我越发觉得朋友就是用来相互迫害的，这种话也真亏她说得出口啊，yu求不满，我一直很满也没求啊，但是问题在于不满的人不是我啊！                                                                                                             “那个谁今天有点反常。”我支吾着，还是把李澈的名字打上了马赛克，河蟹啊河蟹。                                                                                                             “那个谁？”林淼淼反问，随即地又恍然大悟了，“你是说李澈？”                                                                                                             果然混的熟的人就是有默契，我应了一声。                                                                                                             “他怎么反常了？霸王y上弓了？”林淼淼的声音轻快，那八卦之魂就算隔着电话，我都能很明显地感受到。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我觉得林淼淼似乎很期待听到我说“yes”。                                                                                                             “不是。”                                                                                                             我咬牙，要是霸王y上弓我还能在这和她打电话，想也知道不可能了，就算能打电话也不会这么正常地说着这件事情。                                                                                                             “这样哦！”林淼淼应着，声音里面很明显的意兴阑珊，“那他怎么反常了？”                                                                                                             这也太差别对待了吧？                                                                                                             “他啊……”                                                                                                             我想了想，还是决定和林淼淼老实招了，正所谓当局者迷旁观者清，虽然林淼淼有时候的确不算是忒厚道，但是怎么说也是多年好友，一起这么损过来了，她见不得我过得不好。                                                                                                             林淼淼认认真真地听着我说完，等我说完了之后，她才开了口，语气严肃无b。                                                                                                             “亲ai的，恭喜你钓了一个金g！”                                                                                                             o(╯□╰)o                                                                                                             我有一种泪流满面的感觉。                                                                                                             “李澈能憋到现在才动手，我觉得也不容易啊，你看他身边都没有半个nv人，也算是专一的典范了吧，要是这么一个金g搁在我手上，肯定捏住不放了啊！”林淼淼对着我说，“虽然看上去是冷了点，那种x子估计就是传闻之中的外冷内型号的人物，传闻这种男人一旦认真起来，你就不用担心外遇问题了。”                                                                                                             “就他那种人，原本身边就不敢有nv人吧，能被他三天五头嘲讽一次的，不是心理素质特别强的就是j神有问题的。”我小声嘀咕。                                                                                                             “嘿，阿墨，你可别不知情识趣啊，这么好一男人搁你身边，还一搁就好几年，你就算不心动吧，你还不感动？”林淼淼声音拔高了点。                                                                                                             可是，这么多年来，他也没有多说什么，没说清楚我哪知道他是怎么想的。                                                                                                             我很想对林淼淼这么说，但是从现在林淼淼拔高的声音来看，这家伙似乎挺为李澈抱不平的，要是我这么说了，她肯定会把我骂的和猪头一样。                                                                                                             “要是一个男人肯在我身边这么多年，有时候还随传随到，姐我说什么也不放过，直接嫁了算了，反正婚姻就一将错就错的过程。”                                                                                                             听着林淼淼的话，我很肯定她一定是看非2了。                                                                                                             “姐，你了解我的，我今天真的被吓到了。”                                                                                                             当然的，我也看了《让子弹飞》了。                                                                                                             林淼淼叹了一口气，“不就是亲了你一口么，感情你没被亲过呀？！话说回来，李澈的吻技如何？”                                                                                                             我又远目了，就那蜻蜓点水的一下，能有什么吻技可言。                                                                                                             我和李澈的关系，总觉得变得微妙了起来，当然的，我也不可能当做没事人一样，或许我们都知道，我们再也回不到以前的样子了。                                                                                                             也许，我和他都不清楚我们以前的样子是怎么样的，更也许，我们都知道，只是彼此都没有认真地去探询过一样。                                                                                                             这么多年来，我习惯x地忽视掉身边的异x对我的观点，而李澈，总是在我觉得有点有些不妥的时候，他会冷冷地一句“你会不会想太多”这样的台词把我的想法给打压下去。                                                                                                             打压的次数多了，也就觉得没什么了，再加上我和李澈并不常见，所以也就把这种想法给放下了。                                                                                                             这突然之间的变故，让人有点不安。                                                                                                             晚上做完节目走出电台的时候，我看见李澈的车停在门口，车灯一闪一闪的，像是在示意我过去。                                                                                                             我不知道他在这边等了多久，脑海里面划过的是过往他经过电台的时候，每次点都掐的那么准，都在我下班之后，这是得多巧合啊。                                                                                                             以前不去想的事情，现在似乎都在想了。                                                                                                             我踟蹰了一下，然后往着李澈的车而去，拉开了车门，然后坐上了副驾驶座。                                                                                                             等我系好安全带的时候，李澈才开动了车子。                                                                                                             “还知道要坐车？”李澈低声问了一句。                                                                                                             “有便宜不占是傻瓜吧！”我回他，很多事情发生了总是要面对的，总不能逃避一辈子，“你车都在这，我g嘛还要委屈自己坐公交车回去。”                                                                                                             李澈挑了挑眉，对我的想法表示不予苟同，但是也没有反驳。                                                                                                             他的车速开的挺稳。                                                                                                             “懂了？”                                                                                                             他问的有点没头没尾的，但是我知道他问的是什么，那是中午送我到电台的时候，他问的问题的后续。                                                                                                             “我以为我们是朋友来着。”                                                                                                             其实也不大懂，就像是这么多年就这么过来了，我一直把我们的关系定格在朋友上的，就像是我和杨逸学长之间的关系那样，但是突然之间，他告诉我不是这样，能懂什么呀。                                                                                                             “你觉得男nv之间能有纯粹的友谊？”李澈反问，语气一派“你很天真”。                                                                                                             “恩。”                                                                                                             我点头，觉得男人看事情怎么就bnv人还不利索。                                                                                                             “你不觉得朋友之间的原本就是建立在相互x1引的基础上，只是在深入无望的前提上才演变成为朋友的，在某些方面还是存在着觊觎一类的，等待有空荡的时候随时替补上岸。”李澈淡淡地反驳我。                                                                                                             “啊，那你也是在觊觎着我？”                                                                                                             我指着李澈问着，他的话里面有漏洞啊，有漏洞。                                                                                                             “你的脑容量就只会在想这种事情的么？”李澈轻哼了一声，语气不屑。                                                                                                             这男人说话可真不中听！                                                                                                             我无语地翻了一个白眼，就不能再好听一点么就不能再说点好听的么，要是温柔一点，多哄人一点，也许我头脑一热脑子发晕就任凭处置了，和这么一个冰山的人在一起，想要头脑发热都不给这种机会。                                                                                                             “你也知道，好听的话都是用来哄人的，所以你想要我说你有多漂亮有多聪明这种词，还是算了吧。”                                                                                                             李澈似乎知道我在想什么，说出来的话都残酷至极。                                                                                                             “但是nv人不就ai那一套么!”                                                                                                             我反驳，哪有人不希望听一点好听的，就算是年纪一把的人都是这样想的吧？                                                                                                             “听完之后又不能实现的话，还是不听的好！”                                                                                                             李澈的表情再正经不过。                                                                                                             “跟你这种人过一辈子真累！”我摇头，情趣都是浮云。                                                                                                             “等你想和我过一辈子的时候再想这个问题吧，”李澈转过了头，“怎么，愿意r偿了？”                                                                                                             这台词听着真像是“一手交钱，一手交货”。                                                                                                             “你以前也没说，怎么现在突然就t0ng破那一层纸了？”我扣着自己的指甲，有些疑惑地问着，“你该不会是因为靳骐回来了，所以也就急了？”                                                                                                             李澈把车停在了我住的公寓楼下。                                                                                                             他没有开灯，车子内部昏暗无b，在这凌晨时分，整个小区静悄悄的。                                                                                                             “你还愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂静的氛围下，李澈说的话就像是擂在我x口的一拳一样，沉重而又疼痛，让我一下子喘不上气来。                                                                                                             作者有话要说：嘛，下章靳骐会出场                                                                                                             正文 第二十七章                                                                                                             “你还愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂静的氛围下，李澈说的话就像是擂在我x口的一拳一样，沉重而又疼痛，让我一下子喘不上气来。                                                                                                             “